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2011-02-12T14:10:00.000-08:00

My sweet pie and her new baby cap

2011-02-10T13:33:00.000-08:00

2011-01-24T11:35:00.000-08:00

Ako nešto može da me pokrene to je onda Gospel pjesma Joyful, Joyful iz filma Sister Act2. OH kako volim tu pjesmu i mnoge druge poput ove. Odmah mi digne raspoloženje. OH YEAH! Hehehehe...
"...feel us with light..., we need you....!"Prosto mi se topi srce. Lauryn Hill je odlično pjevala.
Vodite me na neki Gospel koncert Molim vas!

Svedočanstvo

2010-12-22T01:47:00.000-08:00

Prije neko veče sam sedala sa drugarom, pravila palačinke i pričala o mom životu. Nekako smo došli i do toga kroz razne druge priče. Malo po malo, počela sam da govorim o tome kako je Gospod promenio moj život i našla se u sopstvenom iznenađenju o tome koliko se dugo nisam podsećala na celi taj tok događaja koji je išao ka tome. Amazing! Neko bi rekao da je to bila samo faza u mom životu. Ja to ne bih nazvala tako. Znam da kad si mlad treba da proživiš nešto, da li loše ili dobro, na tebi je izbor. Ali što se tiče mene i mojih izbora, to nije bilo dobro. Neko možda ko me zna od ranije bi rekao da nije moglo biti tako loše, ali kad ja zamislim sebe u svakoj situaciji u kojoj sam mogla reći "da", vidim sebe u totalnom "paklu". I zato Hvala Gospodu na tome što me izveo iz svog tog ludila, Hvala Mu što me promenio i oblikovao, Hvala Mu što to i dalje radi, Hvala Mu što me voli bez obzira na moju prirodu.

2010-11-14T08:08:00.000-08:00

   Who are our friends?
   And now I will jump to another subject.
   Why do I feel so alone? I mean, Why Do I Feel So Alone?
   As soon as I remain alone in the house (also with baby), I feel so alone, Like forgotten. Even when so rounded with beautiful, interesting things to do, I feel lonely. Not just that, loneliness becomes anger, and then "u better leave me alone".
   Why do I feel so alone?
   I watch movies, surf the Interent, make something to eat, but still, loneliness is there, around the corner, sneaking as a thief, waiting to jump out and give me a hard time.
   The house is empty, I can hear children voices from outside, TV at the landladies floor. Nothing is satisfying. No peace in my mind, no peace in my soul.

New Habits

2010-11-10T12:25:00.000-08:00

   And I really think sometimes that I got used to this tempo and our baby, and then comes a day when all of that just disappears and I am back at the beginning.
   Today is one of those days. I am happy, full of energy, ready for everything and then night comes. Energy disappears, patience the same...Waiting for Natalija to wake up and give her a bath. Then nursing, then her sleeping and just enjoying in that familiar feeling of going to sleep, closing my eyes and knowing that, when I wake up the next time, I will feel...better :)
   But then again the morning comes, and Natalija is awake. With her cute eyes and beautiful mouth she smiles at me. Of course, I didn't rest enough but it doesn't matter, she is there smiling.
   What I don't like about myself: as soon as some bigger pressure comes I am gettin' nervous, irritating...Again have to say: Don't like that about myself. My "kuma" sais: " Don't worry, you are a new mother. You will get used to". Oh, wish I could slap my hands and puff, there I am, totally transformed.
   Good night my sweet people. I wish you a peaceful sleep with beautiful dreams.

Ženske torbe

2010-11-05T13:24:00.000-07:00

Ako se muškarci ne trebaju čuditi nekim stvarima, to su ženske torbe. Unutra ima svega. Od novčanika do naočara, šminke,ogledalceta, ličnih dokumenata, blokčića, Orbit žvakica i papirnatih maramica. Uglavnom, svega.
Moj tata otvara maminu torbu i nailazi na četiri futrole za naočare. Uzdahuje i pita se je li to normalno. Šta uraditi drugo nego nasmijati se.

Sta se radi u vrelim danima ovoga leta

2008-06-30T06:41:00.000-07:00

Procitala sam jednu odlicnu knjigu koju sam kupila na jednom brodu sto je bio ovde i nikada do sada je nisam citala. Zove se London is the best city in America. Fantasticna je. Napisala je Laura Dave. Ja sam je citala na engleskom tako da sumnjam da ima nas prevod. No, ipak mislim da bi bilo bezeveze sad pricati o toj knjizi jer nemam bas vremena.
Sta se desava ovih dana? Dosla mi je Iva iz Bg i sad visimo zajedno na plazi, przimo se.Ovo je mislim prva godina posle dugo vremena da se ja redovno kupam. Iskreno, mnogo je vruce da se ne bih kupala i nemam bas sta da radim.
Svi toliko gotive Amy WineHouse...i ja, ali nikako do jutros nisam mogla naici na njen album, tako da od danas sa zakasnjenjem imam nesto od njene muzike. Iskreno, ja tu devojku zalim, jer ima predivam glas, i od svog zivota pravi haos. Pitam se kakva je to zbrka u njenoj glavi.
Kupila sam Grubin japanke na kredit jutros. Jos ih nisam pocela placati. Kul, zar ne?Tamo za 10 dana dajem prvu ratu. Moje stare japanke su odradile svoje. Koristile su dosta i sad posle tri godine je kraj za njih. Smrc, smrc. Au revoir mes amis!
A kuci?>Eh, a kuci je kao sto moze kuci biti. Krecimo od petka i to ce biti STRASNO. Mislim da cu dozivljavati traume tokom tog iskustva. Da li ste svjesni kako je kreciti celu kucu i plus stavljati plocice u jednu sobu? Morate da skidate sa zidova sve police, pomjerate stvari...posle tog iskustva cu da se takmicim za naj bodi bilderku u Crnoj Gori. A plus cu i psihicki da ocvrsnem. Bicu verni sluga genearlu Violeti Vuksanovic. Hehe...ako procita ovo( sto ponekad i radi), gotova sam. Mada ima tu malo istine ako uzmete u obzir da nam je to u krvi sto se tice porodice Ivanovski.
I jos, veceras cu da cuvam dva decaka (drugaricini sinovi). Oni ce da spavaju,a ja? Ja cu da stavim na DVD, film Ponos i predrasude. It will be a p l e a s u r e

2008-06-23T09:21:00.000-07:00

Dani prolaze.Stavljas slike na internetu, trazis emailove, poruke, komentare i njih nema :) Ne sada barem. Moja umetnicka strana je ovih dana "eksplodirala". Uzivam u trenucima kreativnosti i izliva ostvarenih ideja. Volim svoje radove, ali ponekad ih nisam spremna podeliti sa ljudima, cak ni prijateljima. Malo uplasena od komentara. Pomalo i sebicna.
Mogu da napravim izlozbu fotografija, ali necu. Ima mogucnosti za to. Ne zelim. Sa jedne strane mislim da bih mogla i da bi bilo kul i kazem sebi "zasto da ne, nisam pro ali ipak neki ljudi uzivaju u njima", a sa druge strane postoji Martina koja je nesigurna u sebe i svoj talenat i koja misli da ima mnogo vise umetnika koji mogu da se "pokazuju" i dokazuju i Martina koja misli da bi je ponos zaneo.
Mozda nekad to i uradim. Napravim izlozbu.

mislim sta reci

2008-03-16T12:45:00.000-07:00

E stvarno se pitam sta reci .Eh..dugo me nije bilo ovde i sad trenutno prvo sto zelim da uradim posle ovoga je da uzmem da organizujem svoje knjige u tzv. svojoj sobi ( ajde da kazemo kao da je moja).Moram reci da imam tehnolosku prinovu u porodici...hehe...svoj novi lap top.Ako me sad neko pita sta je to sto je novo u mom zivotu reci cu da je to moj lap top, jer iskreno mi je dosadno da odgovaram na to pitanje.Cesto te to neko pita jer ne zna sta bi drugo....Znam da mozda sada zvucim bas i sebicno i bezobrazno ali sad se tako osecam.
Zvanicno imam i dalje imam stomacnih problema koje ja smatram ozbiljnim, a svi ostali...pa ne bas svi, ali neki ljudi to kuliraju na nacin, kao da je to nesto sto nije ozbiljno i to treba iskulirati. Danas sam mami rekla da bi bilo dobro da se uvali u moju ulogu i da oseti kako je to sa stomakom...

ATTITUDE ( by DR. CHARLES SWINDOLL )

2007-09-04T05:51:00.000-07:00

" The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me is more important than ability. It is more important than facts, than circumtances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, talent, or money.
It will make or brake a company, church, or a family. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day.
We can not change our lot...we cannot change the fact that people will react in a certain way. The only think we can do is to play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude.
I am convinced that life is 10% what hapens to me and 90% how I react to it.
And so it is with you and me...we are in control of our attitude."

Plus enjoy in some of the pictures from the summer

2007-09-01T07:47:00.001-07:00

New days New visions

2007-09-01T07:16:00.000-07:00

Still days are passing and school is staring.It's strange.I am in my "second" home - Nikshic.I like it, even if a lot of other student doesn't.
For people who doesn't know, and there is a lot of you - I've changed my language ( from french to italian ), which means I am starting all over again. I am again on my first year. That's kind of bizar and I don't like it, but it's important that my parents are OK with that, and we shall see after.
I love my life.This summer was not a summer 100% great, but I like it.I was on a camp ROM, for leaders. Oh, people it was great. I totally charged my bateries there and now I am ready for another year. No wonder that foreigners like to go on vacation ones' a year. But when I'm home and near my beautiful sea I am not on vacation. I need to go somewhere else.
My boyfriend Danijel was with me on that camp too.We were together for more than a monthe.Praise God, that was a very good time with him.Some of you who doesn't know about Danijel - he was in Norway for 10 months, and I haven't seen him for 9 months.But God gave us people who invented Skype, internet, camera and so on. That was a good time for us to build our relationship on getting to know each other better. Tomorrow is his birthday and I will not be with him, but it doesn't metter, because God will and other close friends.
Let me share with you one of my favorite quotes from the Bible.For a long time a couldn't find it...
" So make every effort to apply the benefits of these promises to your life.Then your faith will produce a life of moral excellence. A life of moral excellence leads to knowing God better. Knowing God leads to self-control. Self-control leads to patient endurance, and patient endurance leads to godliness. Godliness leads to love for other brothers and finally you will grow to have genuine love for everyone. The more you grow like this, the more you will become productive and useful in your knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ."
2 Peter 1 : 5-8
How much time you spend in Silence?

Just some pictures from my 3 weeks in Croatia on ROM camp

2007-08-16T00:14:00.000-07:00

What's wrong?!

2007-07-08T13:25:00.000-07:00

I am sorry if my posts are depresing sometimes.This is somehow a very strange day.I should be very happy, but I am not.I mean Danijel is here...but still something is missing.God knows what.I am not so close to Him, and maybe that's the thing.I like to spend time with people who are inChrist but alone with Christ rarely.Is there a cure?How to start with discipline?I know that I should start spending time more with God...more and more and more...and I see so clear now how I am puting a lot of things before Him, and He is so important, and I so don't deserve His mercy, but through Jesus "all things are possible".

Oh, You my Father in heaven...You love every one of us so deeply, and your Love for us is so clear,....forgive us because we can too be blind sometimes for the things that U are doing for us, but thank U that U are giving us the Holy Spirit to recognize when we are doing wrong things, when we are sining against you.....Thank YOU for being with us all the time even if we are not doing the same thing with You.Amen

2007-06-16T14:24:00.000-07:00

Days can be really crazy sometimes.
I was running these days on the faculty.We are such an unorganized country sometimes.I was trying to find out how can I pass from one language to another.I am sitting now in the chair( well, people do that sometimes)....News:I am also starting to work from Tuesday.I will teach some Americans Serbian language.Cool.I never done that before.If u can give me a suggestion , if u were doing that "before"?!Someone, .....anyone.....?!!!!
Summer didn't begun so well.Sun, rain, Sun, rain, Sun, rain...I don't like that.Nobody likes that.
Going home after tomorrow. Me, me, me,.....me too( Agent Smith, Matrix)
Bye Dudes!!!!

Yes, I can say that long time passed

2007-06-03T14:19:00.000-07:00

For a long time I just didn't want to write anything on my blog, but Ivana or Dragana are right,...I am now concentrated more on facebook.I really like it.

Ok, now news:

I have been to Norway for a week.I was working on a project for a student camp with some students from the christian organization EUS from Belgrade.We have been in Bergen and Oslo.I have to say I like Norway very much, but things there are so diferent than here.It was olso my first time to fly with the airplane.Ohh, I LoVe It!!!

I also had the opportunity to see my boyfriend after 9 months.We were working together on that project with others.

Bergen is sooo beautiful.It was so nice there.Everuone likes and use candells even man...Hahha...We were enjoing in every second there.It's getting dark at 24h, and the Sun is coming out at 4 am.That was a crazy feeling.I was thinging that someone was chanching the clock all the time. I love the way Norvegian build their houses, and the nature, and the bays , and the candells (he he), and the relaxed feeling I had there, ....well, but not the rain.Oh, I am comin from a rainy town but rain in Bergen it's another story, but also we were blessed with three sunny days.Buy also Norway is expensive.But this time I was blessed with some money and I was not so much paying attention how much I was spending.

I also hurt my leg before going to Norway.Maybe 5 days before.It still hurts me.Oh, I am now in Belgrade and enjoing with my old friend Iva, at her house.Tomorow, if God wants , I will go home.

The group of people with who I went to Norway was crazy, and we were the loudest there.Oh, we defentlu did.

2007-04-25T11:07:00.000-07:00

Please macedonians go on www.facebook.com ands make your profile.It's a very good way to be in contact with people.

new days

2007-04-22T08:06:00.000-07:00

I am sorry my dear friends that you were maybe waiting for to long for my new post.I just didn't wanted to write anything.Lazy girl. What else can I say.
Danijel is now in Norway or let's say he is in the Per and Vesna's church in Stavanger.So nice and Woow.I am very happy for him.He told actually that he will meet with a macedonian girl and her husbunt from Norway, but maybe i was just toooo tired to connect the lines.
Logos II was in Kotor for two weeks.We were working on the ship and we had great time.So many experiences...I also bought a LOT of books.I know that I will read them eventually.A lot of people were sleeping in my house.We had a great time.Also we had the privilege to get to know great people from the ship...like Paul(North Ireland), Ravina(India), Christian(Germany), Lisa(Germany), Alini(Brasil), Deborah (South Korea), and many others...We were also going in the camp where are the gipsy's and ...woow..I mean I knew those people from the street, but now actually I met them and it was sooo nice.We were playing with the kids on the playground.Also I met a lot of new people from Kotor on the ship and other parts of the country, and macedonians, Serbians..., 2 of my old friends from Serbia that are now sailors.
But now I have new plans.But...."First seek God's kingdom.....", and u know the rest, I hope so.I have to study a lot, and i'm very happy because of that( No, I really am.I am not joking).
A big hug for all of you!!!

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

2007-03-22T13:24:00.000-07:00

There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:
a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

Povratak

2007-03-05T02:20:00.000-08:00

Uuuu, bas mi je bilo lepo u Makedoniji, ali i u isto vreme tuzno, ali ipak, to je sta je vec.Danas bi trebala u 17h da krenem za Niksic.Propustila sam dosta od predavanja i iskreno sad me hvata velika frka kako cu to nadoknaditi i plus u subotu je konferencija za mlade hriscane iz Crne Gore.Bice super.Verujemo!

U ekipi sam za organizaciju i sad saa celim nekim haosom cini mi se kao da necu imati snage sve to da postignem.Ipak ovo je kratak post sa nekim slikama.Uzivajte i nadam se da cu uskoro pisati o tome kako smo prosli na konferenciji.

Doagame

2007-02-12T07:47:00.000-08:00

Ke doagam na 24. fevruari vo Makedonija zaradi 40 dena od koga baba ni umre vo Bitola.
Doagam so brat mi i majka mi.Celo vreme bi trebali da bideme vo Bitola ali najverovatno se nadevam deka ke dojdeme so kola do Skopje da se vidime so nekoi luge.Se izvinuvam ako nemam da imam vreme da se vidam so site vas inaku bi sakala mnogu, ali nekoi od vas koi ke go procitat ovoj post mozete da se dogovorite da se skupite pa site da se najdeme nekoj den na isto mesto vo Skopje?!
Ve saka vasa Martina

Rešenje za osveženje

2007-01-31T13:51:00.000-08:00

2007-01-31T13:22:00.000-08:00

Smaram se , smaram se i I AM BORD.the days are great al je boring.Mozda se previse odmaram.Presvisnucu.Predozirala sam se od ucenja, ocigledno, pa mi je sad sve tesko.Est la verite.Eee, covece...ludo i brzo, ludo i brzo(partibrejkersi)...Inace ja malo tako da podelim ovu dosadu sa vama...Imam neke knjige za citanje, ali su i one dosadne.nema akcije.Aaand AcTioN!!!
ajde cao

The Lake House

2007-01-29T14:40:00.000-08:00

Sta da radim, kad sam neprevazidjeni romantik.Moram da priznam da sam ocekivala puno od ovog filma i dobila sam puno.
Pod utiskom sam i ovakvim trenucima cu najbolje opisati kako se osecam.Skroz netipican, nesvakidasnji, drugaciji, a opet prelepa romanticna drama.
Obavezno preporucujem.I truly recomend.Enjoy...

2007-01-14T03:06:00.000-08:00

Today= Niksic
Tomorow= faculty
Yesterday= walking near the sea and enjoying in the sun, sea, clouds, dogs, people = nature

The Louvre

2007-01-07T09:00:00.000-08:00

Christmas in Kotor.
Today was a nice day.It was sunny and peaceful.On the way home, from my grandmother's lunch I was thinking about the Louvre in Paris.
To go to Louvre u need to pay a ticket of 20 euros, you need to spend 2-3 days in the Louvre to see all the paintings, sculptures and so on, and of course, you need to be in Paris.We have the oportunity to go to Paris on faculty.So, I first sad 'No' and then I realised that I would like to see the Louvre and all the others artistic parts of Paris.So,...well at the end I had to say one's again 'No' because for now that would be an expensive trip.
So, the Louvre will wait for me.These pictures are just the small parts of 35 000 works of art drawn from eight departments, displayed in over 60 000 square meters of exibition space dedicated to the permanent collections.
This is the site if u want to see more: www.louvre.fr/llv/commun/home_flash.jsp?bmLocale=en

2007-01-02T01:06:00.000-08:00

Kako ste proveli ovu Novu Godinu?Kako vam je bilo i gde ste bili?

Novogodisnji praznici

2006-12-24T03:33:00.000-08:00

Dragi prijatelji,
zima je hladna ali ne dovoljno.Kazu da svake godine u Niksicu zna da bude hladnije i plus sneg pada ali ove godine nista od snega ali hvala Gospodu ima mnogo sunca sto me uvek raduje.
Moji planovi za Novu Godinu su da ostanem u Niksicu sa drustvom, cak mi dolazi dobra drugarica Mileva iz Beograda, pa cemo da djuskamo kod pastora u kuci.Oni imaju povecu kucu, pa ima mesta da se i prespava kod njih.
2.januara idem kuci za Kotor jer zelim da provedem Bozic sa mojima i naravno uzelela sam se kuce jer dugo nisam bila u Kotoru.Radosna vest je sto sa jutarnje sluzbe sam saznala da postoje dva bracna para iz Engleske koji zele da dodju da zive u Kotoru, naravno kao misioneri, sto me neizmerno raduje jer ...molili smo se za Kotor i to da se crkva otvori u Kotoru.Ako Gospod bude nastavio da radi na ovaj nacin eto nama crkve u mom rodnom gradu.
Na fakultetu sam nazalost pala ispit iz mog omiljenog predmeta:francuska knjizevnost, ali eto i to je proslo pa nastavljam da zivim, a i Gospod zna zasto je to tako trebalo da bude iako moram priznati bila sam ljuta na Njega u pocetku.Oni koji me znaju najbolje (Dragana i Ivana i naravno jos neki ljudi iz Makedonije koji cesto posecuju moj blog), znaju kako ja znam da planem...sto se verujte mi ne desava cesto, hvala Bogu zbog toga.
Ali dosta od mojih dogodovstina...
Provedite jednu prelepu Novu Godinu i Bozic i uzivajte maximalno u slavljenju Isusovog rodjenja.
Voli vas vasa Martina

2006-12-10T06:19:00.000-08:00

"She was just an ordinary woman
until He came on the scene and His love showed her all that she was meant to be
He knew all about her, every weakness, every strenght,
but that just made Him love her more,
especially when she tried to change and grow for His sake.
Each day she learned a little more about Him
and trusted Him a little more,
Learned to follow where He led
and listen when He spoke.
Learned to see herself not just as part of the wallpaper
but a living stone created for a purpose,
unique because that was the way God had designed her
No longer ordinary, but extraordinary in Him
because that was how He was
and something of Him now shone in her"

Happy Birthday To Me

2006-12-10T06:03:00.000-08:00

I am always happy because of my Birthday's coming one month before.Happy like a little child.Maybe some of u can understand me.Thanxs to God that He made us to His image.Brothers and sisters from the church here in Niksic surprised me some nice gifts.It's a blesssing to have a church here.
We also had a big gathering yesterday for three churches from Montenegro.A big number of people camed.It was blessed.

2006-11-24T05:29:00.000-08:00

Kralj Mark upita Tristana:"Ako ti dam kraljicu, sta ces sa njom uciniti?Kuda ces je odvesti?"Tristan odgovori:"Gore, izmedju neba i oblaka, u moju divnu, providnu kucu.Suncevi zraci prolaze kroz nju, vetar je ne moze pokrenuti;tamo cu odvesti kraljicu u jednu sobu od kristala, svu posutu ruzama, svu zracnu jutrom kada je sunce obasja."

There is no place like home

2006-11-11T13:48:00.000-08:00

I love home.There is no greatest place like home, but for me it will be just one day and a half-tomorow I am going in Niksic where is my faculty.
My favorite subject:french literature.There are a lot of poems that I would like to write, but my books...I left them back there.The novel of Tristan & Isolde...u can read that if u have the chance.Today was a really nice day here in Kotor.Well, there are news about christianity & this town.A ship Logos2 is coming in january in Kotor for 3 weeks.A ship with 200 belivers on board.We are very happy because of that...especially people that don't have the oportunity to in church every sunday, or month, or...year.I had a blessing from God to study in a town where I have as church.Up there is crazy:young people don't love the town at all.I think that with everybody I have the same conversations:faculty & "I don't like this town(Niksic)".
Sincerely I was not going out so much.Just when it's some special ocasion...

Negativni uticaj danasnjice

2006-10-08T00:51:00.000-07:00

Jedna od stvari koju sam primetila kod sebe u poslednje vreme je da cim se vratim kuci, dosta toga loseg sto mi se izdesavalo u Niksicu, nekako sebicno prenesem na druge.Pogotovo u porodici.Mozda me bas pitaju za pogresne stvari, pa mi se ...da ne lupam gluposti, moja gresna priroda me vodi, ukratko.
Daj te braco hriscani, posavetujte me jer mi se ponekada cini da sam potpuno izgubljena, a nisam.
Mozda ljudi oko mene su puni negativnosti pa to prenose na druge.Sinoc sam se cula sa Marche i ta devojka mi je posle 5 minuta uvukla pozitivni adrenalin pod kozu.Da je mogu zvati cesce bih, ali ne mogu.
Zasto nema vise extra pozitivnih ljudi oko nas? Mozda oko vas negde, koji citate ovaj tekst, ima takvih ljudi, oko mene moram priznati vrlo malo.
Klonirajte ekipu iz Makedonije i posaljite mi ih ovde.Nedostajete mi makedonci!!!

Damien Rice

2006-10-07T13:34:00.000-07:00

Damien Rice je isto interesantan muzicki izvodjac.Nadjite ga negde na netu.Koliko sam primetila , a ja to za sada ne mogu, da saslusate njegovu neku pesmu sa neta.Melanholican je, odmah da vas pripremim.

Novi zapisi

2006-09-22T07:15:00.000-07:00

Nastavlja se iskustvo na novom fakultetu.Evo pricam sa Danijelom na skajpu.Umorna sam i nesto bolesna.Ovde se vreme non stop menja i pravo vreme da se razbolis.Francuski je veoma interesentan i "nije tezak uopste"!!!Uzmite ovo sa rezervom ima dosta toga da se uci.
Quel age a-tu?!
Hajde nesto barem da napisem da vas obradujem.Imam super pesmu i neke interesantne slike koje zelim da stavim na blog ali vremena mi treba za to.Ovde na faxu po bolonjskoj moras biti non stop u toku i tako da vec nad knjigom visim.
Mnogi mladi sto sam ih upoznala su interesantni i niko od njih mi nije verovao da imam 22 , sad 23 uskoro.Kazu kao da imam 18-19.Strava!La neige est beau.
Juce sam saznala jednu sokantnu vest a to je da 4-ta godina na mom fakultetu kosta 1800 eura.Da li vam se veruje?!Ne znam bas kako ce moji odreagovati na to.
Bog mi inace otkriva dosta stvari u ovom periodu.Super je imati zajednicu, crkvu mislim, i ljude oko tebe koji te ekstra podrzavaju u onome sto radis, volis...
Gledala sam i pre nedelju dana Memoirs of a geisha i moram priznati da je divan film i naravno muzika.Muziku smo skinuli sa neta inace ko zna kada bi taj cd dosao u moje ruke(Zar ne Ive i Ane?!)
Knjiga:Pet jezika ljubavi!Obavezno procitajte i nesto od te hriscanske literature.Divna knjiga koju je napisao neki hriscanin, psiholog za brakove.Knjiga koja govori o tome koji je vas jezik ljubavi i kako vi nekome da pokazete ljubav.Danas se ljudi u svetu cesto mimoilaze sa pokazivanjem ljubavi.Ja volim da pokazujem ljubav davajuci komplimente, slusajuci ljude, provodeci sa njima kvalitetno vreme, ali nekim ljudima to ne znaci mnogo.Neki ljudi vise vole fizicki dodir...da ih uhvatite za ruku, taknete po licu, a neki vole da dobijaju poklone....Ta knjiga vam moze pokazati kako da doprete do srca neke licnosti ako mislite da nemate dobar odnos i da se uvek mimoilazite.Mozda je potrebno da naucite njegov ili njen jezik ljubavi?!A mozete je uzeti za vase roditelje ukoliko mislite i vidite da njih brak ne ide dobro.Znam da je mojim roditeljima potrebna ta knjiga i dok je tata procitao i odusevio se , molim Boga da mama nadje vremena da je isto procita.

Dolazak

2006-09-04T05:52:00.000-07:00

Hvala vam na podrsci.Mnogo mi znaci.Juce sam dosla u Niksic.Sinoc sam jedva zaspala i imala bas razna negativna razmisljanja nazvana -napadi-.Pomolila sam se i tek tad zaspala.Spavala sam cetri ipo sata i ujutru krenula na fakultet.Dali su nam indexe i sad su poceli da me vozaju za bonove za menzu.Sad se definitivno osecam kao student.Ovih prvih mesec dana cu pokusati sama da se hranim, jer se menza otvara tek u oktobru.Ali hvala Gospodu vec imam prijatelje koji me zovu na rucak.

Odlazak

2006-09-02T00:54:00.000-07:00

Blizi se tenutak odlaska na fakultet.Moram priznati da sam prestravljena ponekad.Kad pomislim na prosli neuspeh, ne osecam se najbolje.najgore je sto znam da Gospod za mene ne zeli da se toliko prisecam onoga sto je bilo, vec da gledam napred i da se fokusiram na nove stvari.Fakultet je onaj period kad pocinju predavanja i ucenje i pitam se da li ja to sve mogu.Imam drugaricu sto studira isto sto i ja:francuski jezik.I ona je morala upisati to igrom slucaja.Krenula je da studira jezik koji nije znala ranije.Tako da ako je i ona mogla posle 7 godina da krene da studira mogu i ja da steknem te radne navike, mada kako ona kaze tesko je i treba dosta truda za sve to.Ponekad te i iscrpi.
Uf.Ujutru krecem za Niksic.Pakujem se vec nedelju dana.Svaki dan po nesto a danas je vec nadam se, bice gotovo.Zene stvarno imaju sta da spakuju.Da ne preterujem ali je tako.Kad se setim koliko sam nosila za Skoplje.Oooo, pa za Skoplje sam nosila celu moju sobu, sa svim suvenirima i korpama a koliko je tek toga bilo kad sam se vracala.
Ljudi, novi zivot u novom gradu!Wow, bice ludo...
Sve vas voli grupaaa Rooliiiiiii!!!

My holidays

2006-08-12T01:50:00.000-07:00

It was really good on Zlatibor in Serbia on a student camp.We were doin'all kind of creative things.I have learned how to play baseball.I like to run :) Zlatibor has a little lake in the center and After Zlatibor I went to Belgrade, Pancevo, Vrsac and I have been to some small vilages:Jabuka and Sefkerin.I met so many Macedonians who live in Serbia.
Belgrade was strange, a little bit empty, because of the summer I guess.You can see from the background how Zlatibor is beautiful.
And Now I have return home.Kotor is full of tourists...

2006-08-02T14:54:00.000-07:00

U BEOGRADU SAM!!!

summer

2006-07-10T02:46:00.000-07:00

Oh, well the summer begun strange.Every second day we have rain,the water is colder then usually, there is not a lot of turists...But let's say that we are not still in the middle of july,or yes...in any case I hope it will be better. I am expecting some people to come these days.I will also go(hope so)on a student camp on Zlatibor(amountain). How your summer started?I know that the macedonians are going soon inOhrid.Is it hot in Skopje?
I Hope YouWill Have a NiceBlessed Summer!

Rezultati

2006-06-29T02:24:00.000-07:00

Thanx to LORD, I have been accepted at the university.I gave my papers this morning, and from september I will be a student.
Iako ste skoro svi ovo vec saznali upisala sam se na budzet i jutros sam dala papire tako da je gotovo.Jos jednom vam hvala na molitvama.

rezultati

2006-06-26T10:05:00.000-07:00

Srpski-3
Engleski-4
28 je bilo prijavljenih na francuski, ali jedna devojka je pala na diferencijalni, a primaju ih 27.Sada ostaje da vidim sta ce biti sutra.Sutra bi trbala da izadju resenja za to ko je upisan na fakultet.

Upis na fakultet

2006-06-25T03:59:00.000-07:00

Polagala sam engleski i srpski danas.Rezultati su do 29.Uzas ljudi.Srpski sam uradila lose.

kako provodim dane

2006-06-15T12:00:00.000-07:00

budjenje
prelistavanje neke hriscanske literature
molitva
ciscenje kuce
tv
ucenje srpskog i engleskog za diferencijalni
setnja sa Nikom
internet
kuvanje rucka
razgovor sa komsijom
slusanje muzike
poseta kod Jelene
voznja biciklom
brza setnja niz grad u trci za obavezama
bible predavanja u Herceg Novom
provere kod doktora u vezi stomaka
caj i razgovor sa mamom na balkonu
gledanja dana pred sumrak(pravo uzivanje)
cekanje leta...

2006-06-15T02:23:00.000-07:00

Ajde more se plavi...Turisti dolazite...Kod mene 3 mesta+vrece za spavanje...(donesite sami)...

* Build Together *

2006-06-06T03:31:00.000-07:00

On the 3.06. was a conference in Podgorica-Montenegro for all young christians from this country.We had a good time.We had teachings about growing in God, building up a church, and about transformation of the society.We had guests from Canada and friends from Serbia.
I have a PRAYER REQUEST for all christians who are reading this text:Pray for Montenegro, for young people to grow in God, and not just that, but for them to be brave to evangelize, to have ideas for the others conferences that are coming, to have wisdom in their lives...and more.
"This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins.Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another.No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us."
1 John 4:10-12

my drawings

2006-05-22T12:47:00.000-07:00

On a camp in Croatia

2006-05-10T08:57:00.000-07:00

We had a great time in Croatia on a christian camp.It was a blessed time there.
Uvek kad krenem da pisem na engleskom treba mi po pola sata da se setim sta da napisem, pa ovako cu samo u dve recenice na engleskom predstaviti mojim prijateljima sto ne znaju moj jezik, gde sam bila.
Bilo je stvarno predivno.Malo sam bila nervozna u pocetku jer nisam znala veci dio ljudi i onda su se ipak pojavile neke licnosti koje sam upoznala prije.Bili smo smesteni u dobrom hotelu, sa Ocean View...Moja cimerka Sandra je nazalost morala ranije da ide zbog ispita sto je morala da polaze.To je bio ustvari Eus kamp- sa srednjoskolcima, fakultetlijama, strancima...Hotel je pored mora, pa smo imali i teren za odbojku.
Posetili smo Rijeku, Opatiju pa i ostrvo Krk.Na slikama su predstavljena mesta gde smo bili.Imali smo Biblijska predavanja, slavljenje, dosta slobodnog vremena, ukusnu hranu,karaoke vece, gledali Narniu, vece za talente....verujem da cu opet ici na neki od ovih kampova jer je zaista uzivanje druziti sa mladima.Hrvatska je zaista lepa.Ako imate priliku da je posetite, nemojte je propustiti.
Moram spomenuti da mi je Gospod odgovorio na neke molitve na ovom kampu.
"...ako imamo ljubav medju sobom, Bog u nama stoji, i ljubav je Njegova savrsena u nama."
1 Jov 4:12

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2006-04-22T00:55:00.000-07:00

A sada hoce li neko doci?!Ha...I ne morate...ali ste uvek pozvani.Everybodu are invited to come....

Carneval in february-Kotor

2006-04-11T02:45:00.000-07:00

The carneval this year was great, because we didn't had rain, and there was a huge number of people on the streets.After the carneval we had parties on the squers of Kotor.This year I was also beetwen those people on the streets.
When you live in a small town where every year you have carneval, sometimes it's becoming boring to go, but this year was special.Maybe because aslo after two or three years of rain on this day, this year was deferent.The people were happy, children were runing around you, a deferent kind of people camed from other cities...
I just don't like the last part of the carneval, when they have to burn somebody...We missed that and run in the town on some party.
Also this year, if you can see on the picture a lady, that is sitting on a chair and she have a Euro above her head?!Well she was the queen of the carneval.She is like a mascot in our town, because every day you can see her walking through the town and she is asking everybody for 1 euro.As you can see she find a way to colect a lot of money in one day.
I tried to put more picture but this blog is making some problems.Maybe next year?!

Montenegrian coast

2006-04-06T05:02:00.000-07:00

Sorry but this is the only picture that I found for now.Don't worry my dear friends I will found more for you....

Veran Bog

2006-04-01T05:22:00.000-08:00

Da li se molite prije svakog obroka?

Get Together

2006-03-28T07:16:00.000-08:00

I recimo da je ovo jednim dijelom postava sa konferencije Get Together u Podgorici, na kojoj sam bila ovog vikenda.
Super je bilo.Upoznala sam sve mlade hriscane iz Crne Gore(recimo skoro sve), i bilo je to fantasticno iskustvo.Znam da za sebe mogu da kazem da me je Gospod ispunio svojim prisustvom taj dan i bila sam nevidjeno uzbudjena.Ohrabrilo me to druzenje sa hriscanima na razne nove ideje.
Wow, dok pisem ovo voljela bih reci jos dosta toga i izkazati koliko mi je bilo super, ali ovaj kompjuter vam samo delimicno moze pokazati boju mojih osecanja.

Kotor

2006-03-24T11:56:00.000-08:00

Kad cete da dodjete kod mene?Pa i nije mi tako lose, zar ne?

2006-03-22T02:47:00.000-08:00

Traganje

2006-03-18T04:19:00.000-08:00

Danas sam izasla da se prosetam pored mora.Uzivanje.
Vratila se kuci i hajde samo da proverim net kao i uvek i naidjem na fantasticnu poeziju upucenu Bogu.I tako kad citam, odusevim se, jer u Makedoniji se zaista razvija Bozji Duh.Bog zaista radi nesto tamo i to mozes da osetis u samim ljudima koji ga vole i slede Ga.O, toliko bih volela da ima toga i ovde.Mladalackog entuzijazma za Bogom.Nove ideje, nove stvari....peduzimanje...25. ce biti sastanak u Podgorici za mlade i radujem mu se ,jer cu konacno upoznati celu ekipu mladih u Crnoj Gori(nadam se).
Vredni su moji prijatelji Makedonci.Vredni i te kako.
Ne znam zasto me non stop vuce ta zelja da idem tamo.Uvek, non stop i uvek bi isla bez razmisljanja.Iako znam da je i ovde ljudima potreban Bog...zaista im je potreban i zbog toga se ne bih selila.Volela bih i ovde nesto veliko da se desava.Volela bih da Gospod preduzme veliku inicijativu nad ovom zemljom i volela bih da budem dio toga.Amin

Mogli biste mi reci kako se ubaciju slike ovde....?!

Moj 8 mart

2006-03-08T13:14:00.000-08:00

Zasto se uvek u zivotu kad ti je super period mora poceti desavati nesto naopako...?mada meni to naopako uvek pocne u porodici u odnosu sa mojima.Uvek mora neko zapoceti svadju iz nicega i napraviti slona od malih stvari.
Jednostavno receno malo sam se iznervirala, a to sto nisam posla da se izvinim to mi jos teze pada.
Danas je 8. mart.Danas je i dan kad sam prestala da radim kao bebisiterka.Danas je do osam sati bio srecan dan dok neko za stolom nije poceo da prica sta sam u zivotu trebala uraditi i trebam uraditi.Zasto je tako tesko slusati nekoga drugog da vam prica sta vi trebate i ne trebate?
Bezveze.
Danas je cak i prvi dan posle dugih dana kise da je sunce izaslo u Kotoru.
Moram pogledati film Memoari jedne geijshe....

trazeci Ljubav

2006-02-25T08:51:00.000-08:00

Pocinjem sa ovim naslovom jer upravo u ovom periodu se toliko trudim da nadjem Ljubav....
Padam u teske krize, ljutim se na ljude, vrtim se u krug u svojoj nervozi i uporno pokusavam da nadjem nesto sto ce me toliko zadovoljiti pa cak da sam spremna svaki dan da provodim sama.Oh, wow...i onda bam, kao i uvek shvatim da Bog zeli da ga pronadjem u celoj toj frci.I eto Njega koji mi resava probleme i pokazuje svu svoju Ljubav koju ja zelim.
Naravno, danas, kad sednem sa mojim drustvom, svi misle da trazim decka.A joj, ne ljudi, ne samo to ne.Sve vrste ljubavi trazim ali decka ne.Iako da ne lazem, to mi pada na pamet, ali nije to ono sto zelim.Zelim da pruzam i da mi je pruzeno.
Eto pisem sve ovo i razmisljam o tome, ko ce sve ovo procitati i onda, shvacam...pa nekako i nije bitno jer nisam jedina kojoj se ovako nesto desava i mnogi mogu da me shvate.
Svet je danas potpuno lud i iskreno meni je cesto dosta te ludosti.Ka cemu ovo sve vodi to znaju svi oni koji veruju u Njega.
Ipak, ostajem srecna za sada i cekam da vidim sta dolazi...